Here it is the End of January....WEIRD!!!

So here it is the end of January! Holy Cow! This month has flown by like it didn't even exist...So this week...how to start? I have the bestest boyfriend in the whole wide world!! He is working on the most recent of albums for his band called "Rain" which is great but I guess I feel kinda neglected through this whole process. I know he doesn't mean to but it just happens. How do I bring it up? I think in the last two days we have talked maybe a total of 20 minutes!!! That is all...It's killing me.

So here it is almost Valentines Day and Bryce's birthday...What do I do that is cute but not like totally crazy...any ideas?? I hope this Valentines Day is a complete 180 from last year...Last year was so odd....I had a date, YES I did! The only weird part is 1. He wasn't my boyfriend 2. He was so weird. He was the friend of a guy I had dated the summer before. TOTALLY CRAZY!!!

Well I think that the title of my Blog is finally taking part in who I am as a person. I have I think made a complete change. I am trying not to swear, and I am going to try to get back to church. I wasn't really trying before, but I know that I want a temple marrage more than anything and I think I even know who I want to share that specail moment with... Something happened to me in the last few days that have totally changed my perspective on a ton of things. I had one of the greatest experiences last night and thank you to my step-dad Bill I'm not sure I would know for sure. I was in Deseret Book this week and there were some books that I saw that I wanted one was about AMAZING Mirculous things that happen concerning LDS Temples, another is a 21 day walk with the Savior, and the last is one of the kind that if you don't know where to turn the Savior is the place to look. I am so excited about so many things that are going on right now that I just could burst. :) HAHA well that is all I have for now... xoxo KAE

The Last Week....

So here in the last week I have been dealing with the stupid pain of an infected Wisdom tooth....What the heck is with that...?? I mean seriously why the heck do we get wisdom teeth? You have to get them out anyways so why do they even form in your mouth? I'm so lost haha They are just painful suckers :) I guess i'm kinda bitter considering mine hurts. I've been to the dentist 3 time in a week, I'm on an antibiotic that at first(before i took it) was told that I could be allergic to it...I'm not talking like a rash, I'm talking HIVES, ANAFALACTIC SHOCK!!! Scary! So I guess here is the ultimate question, why do we get them and what are they good for? Especally for people like me that barely have enough room in their mouth as it is......

Out to MOM!! :) LOVE YOU & Everyone else who wants to mess with my Family Beware!!

This one is for the mom, I love you! Don't let anyone let you think other wise! Yeah we have had our rough patches but who doesn't? Whatever was said, by whom ever ignore it...your my mom and I love you for who you are! I don't want you to think you did anything wrong. YOU DIDN'T! Don't worry who says what it is jealously towards who you are and what you think. I hope that the future brings better experiences than this. You deserve it.

For those of you that think that you can hurt my mom you are wrong! What happened is done you can't change the past! Don't tell everyone that the choices you made were your fault and then turn around and tell someone that it is their fault! If you have a problem with someone keep it to yourself! Don't be vindicitve and INTENTIONALLY hurt someone for the choices you make. We all do stupid things now and then, but that doesn't give you the right to take it out on others! I LOVE MY MOM and I don't care what anyone has to say to try and contradict me. Yeah she and I have had some rough spots in our relationship, who doesn't? If I come to you and want to talk about frustrations that I am having that is to be KEPT confidential! I don't want it to be broadcast to the who F-ing nation and especially to the person that I am frustrated with, because usually I have strong feelings for that person and they mean a lot to me....I don't tell everyone about your frustrations!

Any of you that agree good for you! Keep doing the good things you know you can do. But those of you that constantly degrade, and maliciously, antangonize my loved ones you have started a war that there is NO guarentee it will end! You have stirred the pot and now it's coming back to bite you in the BUTT! Karma is a Bitch! (excuse the language) It ALWAYS comes back to get you! Just remember that!